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Healthy love felt too quiet for me.
It was boring.
Something always felt like it was missing in stable and consistent relationships. I didn’t know why I was drawn to emotionally unavailable partners, but I was certain that the ones who pushed me away must be keepers.
I believed “nice” men were lame and the “bad boys” sparked my interest. Rebellious, unpredictable men were such a turn on for me. Their untamed nature was like a magnet, making me fall in love so quickly—so deeply.
Don’t even get me started on the push-and-pull dynamics, the endless situationships, and the on-again-off-again cycles. I loved them. Weird, right?
Ultimately, the pattern became obvious.
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